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Jan. 7th, 2011 05:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cherrydaiquiri I haven't been online much lately. For that I'm sorry, if I missed something in your lives. You're still awesome, and awesome to me.
It seems like I'm burning out and down and starting over again. That's hard, it's been hard. A few big life transitions going on at once and not a whole lot of certainty in anything. But sometimes that's okay. Provided the light at the end of the tunnel isn't a train (of being homeless, broke, jobless, alone and depressed), I assume there's nowhere to go but forward. Sometimes I feel like I'm learning my lessons over and over but as repetitive as life is, I get to know myself better. I don't always like myself more for it. But I can try to and I can change.
Ultimately pragmatism suits me better than anything else. What I can do is be self-aware. Know my strengths. Know my faults. Know my limits. And do what I can.
For now, though, I need to know my limits, and rest. So tonight, I will try to do that. And to laugh.
It seems like I'm burning out and down and starting over again. That's hard, it's been hard. A few big life transitions going on at once and not a whole lot of certainty in anything. But sometimes that's okay. Provided the light at the end of the tunnel isn't a train (of being homeless, broke, jobless, alone and depressed), I assume there's nowhere to go but forward. Sometimes I feel like I'm learning my lessons over and over but as repetitive as life is, I get to know myself better. I don't always like myself more for it. But I can try to and I can change.
Ultimately pragmatism suits me better than anything else. What I can do is be self-aware. Know my strengths. Know my faults. Know my limits. And do what I can.
For now, though, I need to know my limits, and rest. So tonight, I will try to do that. And to laugh.
